Are these Americas' young role models?

Our children’s role models
Are you kidding me? Are Snooki, lady Gaga, Paris Hilton, and Lindsay Lohan, are today’s teens and young role model? I was sadly surprised to see that American young’s role models are the ones who show more skin, do more drugs, do more crazy things, are more trashy and are complettely out of control. Why do you think these trashy drug users come at the top of the list of most-searched-for people on the internet? It’s because most of the young look at them as a role model. Media has given these people too much power and attention and have forggoten about the real role models. Why give the attentin to the ones who don’t deserve it. 90 percent of shows on T.V are trashy. How do you think our children turn out to be by watching them? Children don’t know, their mind is fresh, they just want to be famous and get more attention and money and the media has a huge role of encouraging them. That’s why they follow whatever they see and hear, that’s why they follow these people’s trashy footsteps. This is the reason that America is falling apart. These children are going to be the future of America. You read more about this huge problem in my new book, Is America Falling Apart?

Everything at public shools sucks.

Everything about the public schools sucks.27Sep10
Everything about the public schools sucks. This is the most serious massage that the America will fall apart. Are these kids at public schools today are the future of this country? The schools has become the most terrifying place for the parents. Anything bad that our kids not aware of they learn it at school. Most of the teachers don’t care about their job, they just want a check. The educational job means a bussiness for them. The food they feed our kids at schools sucks. The way students dress up for school sucks. The fighting and bullying going on in American schools sucks. Unfourtunately, the school zone in America has become a danger to, or a war zone for our children. Right now, the real reason most of our children go to school is for fashion, drugs, romance, and bullying. Who is the Secretary of Education? Who are the principles, who and where are the schools law makers? And where are the parents to do something before it’s too late.

kamran

It's then, that i realize september is here.

When the sun comes to the end of its journey for the day,

and when the sun paints the sky in the west.

When the sky is cover with the dark clouds,

and when the clouds cry.

It's then, that i feel my sorrow.

When the trees get nacked and flowers dry away,

and when the leaves make a sad music on the ground.

When the birds quit singing,

and when Autumn is here.

It's then, that i feel my grief.

When i feel the wormth of my tears on my cheeks,

and when the rain wash away my tears.

When i listen to the music of cold breeze in my heart,

and when i feel my broken heart.

It's then, that i realize September is here.

It's then, that i realize is the end of journey for my little angel, Kamran.

REST IN PEACE KAMRAN.

MOMY ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

The things don't like me

The road don't like me

The road never did

The sky likes me

It likes me indeed

The river don't like me

The river never did

The ocean likes me

It likes me indeed

The rock don't like me

The rock never did

The mountain likes me

It likes me indeed

The war don't like me

But the peace does

The sadness don't like me

But the happiness does

The lies don't like me

But the truth does

The evil don't like me

But God does.

children of the whole world

children of America

children of Australia

children of Asia

no matter where you are

no matter where you live

no matter where you from

you are all innocent

you are all innocent

you are all innocent

children of Africa

children of Europ

children of America

no matter how poor you are

no matter how rich you are

no matter how blessed you are

you are all angels

you are all angels

you are all angels

children of Iran

children of Kenya

children of Venezuela

no matter who you are

no matter what color you are

no matter how sad you are

you are all equal

you are all equal

you are all equal

children of uzbekistan

children of India

children of the whole world

no matter what religion you have

no matter what dreams you have

no matter what feelings you have

you are all innocent

you are all angels

you are all equal

and

you are all precious

memory of Kamran

These days not much come to my mind but the memory of Kamran.
Kamran, if you are missed among us,
it's because of your selflessness spirit and giving heart.
Kamran, if you are gone still signs of your goodness exist among us.
Your charming smile, your way of unity, your humanity captured our heart.
Your way of easing everybody's sadness and strengthen our heart still exist among us.
Kamran, i learn from you to have a purpose in life.
To learn from my mistake and grow from my failure.
Kamran you were the greatest in heart and purest in spirit.
I always remember you as an angel with no wings.
Love you for ever:Momy

happy mother's day, to my wonderful mom

Momy,
every time i look above the rainbow
i see you there.
Momy,
every time i look into my heart
i feel you there.
Momy,
every time i reach for support and advice
i hear you there.
Momy,
every time i see you in my dreams
i squeeze you there.
Momy,
every time i need a shoulder to cry on
i find you there.
Momy,
every time i go through your pictures
i think of you there.
Momy,
every time i search for someone to talk to
i have you there.
Momy,
every time i want to be beautiful and graceful
i look up to you there.
Momy, you are the most compassionate human being.
Momy, please feel my infinite love for you.
Momy, i hope you hear the deeper meaning behind those words.
From Quran 46/15
And we did enjoin on man to be kind and caring to his /her parents: his mother bore him with hardship and delivered him with hardship: and the bearing of him and the weaning of him took her almost thirty months. When he attained strength and maturity and he was forty years old, then he prayed: O, my Creator! Bestow upon me the opportunity of expressing my gratefulness to you for your favour which you have bestowed upon me and my parents; and that i may do good deed in a way that may acquire your pleasure; and grant me righteous offsprings: truly i have turned to your way sincerely and i am one of the Muslims
46/16
From such men we shall accept the best of their deeds and we shall disregard their evil deeds: they shall be, among the dwellers of Paradise; a true promise which was made to them.
Fram Bible, PROVERBS 6/20-23
Do not forsake your mother's teaching. Bind them upon your heart forever; fasten them around your neck. When you walk, they will guide you; when you sleep, they will watch over you; when you awake, they will speak to you. For these commands are a lamp, these teaching is a light, and the corrections of discipline are the way to life.

what's wrong with peace?

Faisal Shahzad, living American dream, married, well educated wife, two beautiful children, master's degree. He was in custdy late monday for his terrorism act. I have one huge and also a simple question for you. What else did you want? Didn't you have anything better to do in your life but killing the innocent people? Did you have that much extra time on your hand? If you did, how about spreading peace and love, how about making God happy by following him, how about spending this extra time for your children to raise them in a wonderful way that when they grow up they be spreading love and peace every where they go. Doesn't God want love and peace on his earth and among his creations. Isn't love and peace that God talk about in all his holy books? I don't know who's foot steps you were following. Killing innocent people. It got to be evil's foot steps. It's kind of late for you to wake up but isn't too late for some others that are carrying evil thoughts.

who Kamran was

I lost my beloved son Kamran, on september 22nd-2009.

He was as beautiful as flowers.

He was as innocent as birds.

He was as peaceful as the sky.

He was as pure as the angels.

He was as green as te forests.

He was as warm as the sun.

He was as active as the clouds.

He was as sweet as honey.

He was as shiny as the stars.

He was as joyful as the music from heart.

He was as delicate as the sea breeze.

He will always be my angel, always.

free bird

Kamran a free bird

Go rise higher like a free bird

Go higher higher till you reach the sky

Join the other birds go higher together

rise a little higher to conquer the mountain

If you glance down you see the ocean

If you look up you see the blue sky

Go further higher to swim in the white clouds

If you pass the clouds you see the stars

Rise a little higher to reach the moon

Land on the moon with the other free birds

You have gone far enough to dance with the angels

Don't stay on the moon you can still go higher.

Go higher higher, go higher higher

Go higher higher, go higher higher

I'm not sure

I'm not sure

I'm not sure if i smile or to cry any more

I'm not sure if i fly or to die

I'm not sure if i dream in my sleep

or i scream in my dreams

I'm not sure what to believe any more

I'm not sure what's right or wrong any more

I'm not sure who to love or to trust any more

I'm not sure what i want any more

But i'm sure there is a God who loves me.

I was suffering and confused after Kamran's death so this poem came to my mind, i never gave up on God even at those harsh moments.He was the one who walked me through my sorrow.

Looking for Kamran

I glanced at a white blossom on a rose bush, thinking it might be you

I glanced at the moon in the blue sky, thinking that might be you

The brightness of a star caught my eyes, thinking that might be you

A beautiful butterfly passed by me, thinking it might be you

I saw a free white bird flying over the blue see, thinking that might be you

I saw a beautifully piece of white cloud floating in the sky, thinking that might be you

I heard a singing voice from a singer bird, thinking it might be you

I searched every corner of the blue sky for you

I searched every tree with the blossom for you

I searched between the stars for you

But at the end i found you here in my heart.

For the memory of Kamran

Somebody somewhere
Love me true
I am so lonly
Love me tender
Somebody somewhere
Hold me true
I am so lonly
Hold me tight
Somebody somewhere
Come to my life
Make my heart move
Don't leave me
Somebody somewhere
Bring me peace
I am so lonly
I need it
Somebody somewhere
Somebody somewhere.

THis poem came to my mind shortly after Kamran was gone and i felt so distress and in desperate need of finding him.

laugh and cry(in memory of Kamran)

I thought i never laugh again.
With all the pain i,ve been through.
I thought i never laugh again.
With my broken heart.
I thought i never laugh again.
With my broken wings.
I thought i be smashed to pieces.
After you were gone,my angel.
I thought i never smile again.
After you took my soul with you.
God lifted my spirit and gave me strength.
I think, i never cry again, never again.

To my wonderful father

Your face is full of grace.
Your hands is full of frienliness.
Your eyes is full of happiness.
Your heart is full of kindness.
Your thoughts is full of forgiveness.
Your smile is so precious.
Your wisdom is so priceless.
Your persuade is so courageous.
I look into you with all the brightness i see in you.

The Darkest Days of My Life in the U.S. and Iran

The Darkest Days of My Life in the U.S. and Iran
by Mahnaz B. Consolver

Mahnaz Consolver grew up in a loving, traditional home in Iran. Her parents gave her instruction in life and relationships and encouraged her to always do things the right way. When she marries Amin, Mahnaz has dreams of a loving husband and a wonderful new life in America.

Her dreams are immediately shattered when Amin strikes her for the first time. Even when she is pregnant with their first child, he routinely beats her and abuses her emotionally. She finds out he is addicted to opium and would gladly spend all his money on drugs before he would spend anything on her. Mahnaz is overcome by the shame of the situation; she cannot even bring herself to tell her own family of the abuse but asks her father not to send any more money to support them. Amin flies into a rage, blaming Mahnaz for everything and beating her harder than ever.

When Amin realizes the rights American women have, he brings Mahnaz and their young family back to Iran, in essence, making her a prisoner in her own home. She is defiant, refusing to give him the satisfaction of being afraid. She begs God for protection and deliverance, knowing she must reach deep within herself for the courage to save herself—and her children. She knows there is one place where she can start over, where she will be safe in the land of hope and justice: America. But Amin has her passport locked in the safe. Even if she could get an international visa, how would she get out of the country?

About the Author

Mahnaz B. Consolver was born in Iran and currently resides in Kansas. Mahnaz is the proud mother to three sons, Bob, Kamran, and Sean. She enjoys spending time with them and her husband, as well as cooking and playing sports. It is her hope that through her story and experiences, other women will use their opportunities and become more involved in their children’s lives and raise them more responsibly.

http://www.dorrancebookstore.com/dadaofmyliin.html
Small portions of "The darkest days of my life in the U.S. and Iran"

On January 3, 2008, Oprah mentioned on her show that there are ten million children either in an abusive family relationship or are being abused. Come on. I had much better thoughts about family relationships here in America. How is it possible? Don't you think these children are the future of the country? Don't you think life should be full of love and peace for kids? Don't you think we shape the future of society by the way we raise our children? Dont't you think.....don't you think?

From chapter 4,

I never received any care from my husband during the pregnancy. He ever took me to the doctor during the nine months of pregnancy. Every time i said i needed to see a doctor, he said it was not time yet. I had no knowledge on how to give birth to the baby. My life situation was so boring, and i was living in strained circumstances.

From chapter 18,

The thirty- minute ride seemed like the longest ride of my life. I thought i had nothing to lose now that they were going to kill me. I was at the highest level of craziness. I started to ask them questions again, "Sir please tell me what's going to happen to me. Sir, have i done something awfully wrong that i am not even aware of? Sir, please talk to me and say something!

From chapter 20

My husband knew he couldn't mess with me in a country where they respected a woman as much as a man. He knew a male and a female were equal in the U.S.A. He knew he wasn't a king here a i wasn't his slave. He knew this country had the same values and qualities for women as they had for men. He knew in this country, women were proud to be women. He knew in America, i didn't have to hate myself as a woman. He knew here, i didn't get depressed and hurt myself simply because i was born a female. Most importantly of all, he knew America was the land of justice for women.

From chapter 23,

Raise your kids well. Bring up your kids responsible. A responsible person is very involved, knows his or her duties, is very sensitive and is able to fulfill his or her obligations. A responsible person is able to choose between right and wrong. A responsible person has positive reaction to anything, anywhere, at anytime. A responsible person is very understanding. A responsible person is very patient, especially when it comes to raising children.