Sunday, October 3, 2010

Are these Americas' young role models?

Our children’s role models
Are you kidding me? Are Snooki, lady Gaga, Paris Hilton, and Lindsay Lohan, are today’s teens and young role model? I was sadly surprised to see that American young’s role models are the ones who show more skin, do more drugs, do more crazy things, are more trashy and are complettely out of control. Why do you think these trashy drug users come at the top of the list of most-searched-for people on the internet? It’s because most of the young look at them as a role model. Media has given these people too much power and attention and have forggoten about the real role models. Why give the attentin to the ones who don’t deserve it. 90 percent of shows on T.V are trashy. How do you think our children turn out to be by watching them? Children don’t know, their mind is fresh, they just want to be famous and get more attention and money and the media has a huge role of encouraging them. That’s why they follow whatever they see and hear, that’s why they follow these people’s trashy footsteps. This is the reason that America is falling apart. These children are going to be the future of America. You read more about this huge problem in my new book, Is America Falling Apart?

Monday, September 27, 2010

Everything at public shools sucks.

Everything about the public schools sucks.27Sep10
Everything about the public schools sucks. This is the most serious massage that the America will fall apart. Are these kids at public schools today are the future of this country? The schools has become the most terrifying place for the parents. Anything bad that our kids not aware of they learn it at school. Most of the teachers don’t care about their job, they just want a check. The educational job means a bussiness for them. The food they feed our kids at schools sucks. The way students dress up for school sucks. The fighting and bullying going on in American schools sucks. Unfourtunately, the school zone in America has become a danger to, or a war zone for our children. Right now, the real reason most of our children go to school is for fashion, drugs, romance, and bullying. Who is the Secretary of Education? Who are the principles, who and where are the schools law makers? And where are the parents to do something before it’s too late.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

It's then, that i realize september is here.

When the sun comes to the end of its journey for the day,
and when the sun paints the sky in the west.
When the sky is cover with the dark clouds,
and when the clouds cry.
It's then, that i feel my sorrow.
When the trees get nacked and flowers dry away,
and when the leaves make a sad music on the ground.
When the birds quit singing,
and when Autumn is here.
It's then, that i feel my grief.
When i feel the wormth of my tears on my cheeks,
and when the rain wash away my tears.
When i listen to the music of cold breeze in my heart,
and when i feel my broken heart.
It's then, that i realize September is here.
It's then, that i realize is the end of journey for my little angel, Kamran.

Friday, July 16, 2010

The things don't like me

The road don't like me
The road never did
The sky likes me
It likes me indeed
The river don't like me
The river never did
The ocean likes me
It likes me indeed
The rock don't like me
The rock never did
The mountain likes me
It likes me indeed
The war don't like me
But the peace does
The sadness don't like me
But the happiness does
The lies don't like me
But the truth does
The evil don't like me
But God does.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

children of the whole world

children of America
children of Australia
children of Asia
no matter where you are
no matter where you live
no matter where you from
you are all innocent
you are all innocent
you are all innocent
children of Africa
children of Europ
children of America
no matter how poor you are
no matter how rich you are
no matter how blessed you are
you are all angels
you are all angels
you are all angels
children of Iran
children of Kenya
children of Venezuela
no matter who you are
no matter what color you are
no matter how sad you are
you are all equal
you are all equal
you are all equal
children of uzbekistan
children of India
children of the whole world
no matter what religion you have
no matter what dreams you have
no matter what feelings you have
you are all innocent
you are all angels
you are all equal
you are all precious

Sunday, May 16, 2010

memory of Kamran

These days not much come to my mind but the memory of Kamran.
Kamran, if you are missed among us,
it's because of your selflessness spirit and giving heart.
Kamran, if you are gone still signs of your goodness exist among us.
Your charming smile, your way of unity, your humanity captured our heart.
Your way of easing everybody's sadness and strengthen our heart still exist among us.
Kamran, i learn from you to have a purpose in life.
To learn from my mistake and grow from my failure.
Kamran you were the greatest in heart and purest in spirit.
I always remember you as an angel with no wings.
Love you for ever:Momy

Saturday, May 8, 2010

happy mother's day, to my wonderful mom

every time i look above the rainbow
i see you there.
every time i look into my heart
i feel you there.
every time i reach for support and advice
i hear you there.
every time i see you in my dreams
i squeeze you there.
every time i need a shoulder to cry on
i find you there.
every time i go through your pictures
i think of you there.
every time i search for someone to talk to
i have you there.
every time i want to be beautiful and graceful
i look up to you there.
Momy, you are the most compassionate human being.
Momy, please feel my infinite love for you.
Momy, i hope you hear the deeper meaning behind those words.
From Quran 46/15
And we did enjoin on man to be kind and caring to his /her parents: his mother bore him with hardship and delivered him with hardship: and the bearing of him and the weaning of him took her almost thirty months. When he attained strength and maturity and he was forty years old, then he prayed: O, my Creator! Bestow upon me the opportunity of expressing my gratefulness to you for your favour which you have bestowed upon me and my parents; and that i may do good deed in a way that may acquire your pleasure; and grant me righteous offsprings: truly i have turned to your way sincerely and i am one of the Muslims
From such men we shall accept the best of their deeds and we shall disregard their evil deeds: they shall be, among the dwellers of Paradise; a true promise which was made to them.
Fram Bible, PROVERBS 6/20-23
Do not forsake your mother's teaching. Bind them upon your heart forever; fasten them around your neck. When you walk, they will guide you; when you sleep, they will watch over you; when you awake, they will speak to you. For these commands are a lamp, these teaching is a light, and the corrections of discipline are the way to life.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

what's wrong with peace?

Faisal Shahzad, living American dream, married, well educated wife, two beautiful children, master's degree. He was in custdy late monday for his terrorism act. I have one huge and also a simple question for you. What else did you want? Didn't you have anything better to do in your life but killing the innocent people? Did you have that much extra time on your hand? If you did, how about spreading peace and love, how about making God happy by following him, how about spending this extra time for your children to raise them in a wonderful way that when they grow up they be spreading love and peace every where they go. Doesn't God want love and peace on his earth and among his creations. Isn't love and peace that God talk about in all his holy books? I don't know who's foot steps you were following. Killing innocent people. It got to be evil's foot steps. It's kind of late for you to wake up but isn't too late for some others that are carrying evil thoughts.

who Kamran was

I lost my beloved son Kamran, on september 22nd-2009.
He was as beautiful as flowers.
He was as innocent as birds.
He was as peaceful as the sky.
He was as pure as the angels.
He was as green as te forests.
He was as warm as the sun.
He was as active as the clouds.
He was as sweet as honey.
He was as shiny as the stars.
He was as joyful as the music from heart.
He was as delicate as the sea breeze.
He will always be my angel, always.

Monday, April 26, 2010

free bird

Kamran a free bird
Go rise higher like a free bird
Go higher higher till you reach the sky
Join the other birds go higher together
rise a little higher to conquer the mountain
If you glance down you see the ocean
If you look up you see the blue sky
Go further higher to swim in the white clouds
If you pass the clouds you see the stars
Rise a little higher to reach the moon
Land on the moon with the other free birds
You have gone far enough to dance with the angels
Don't stay on the moon you can still go higher.
Go higher higher, go higher higher
Go higher higher, go higher higher

Saturday, April 24, 2010

I'm not sure

I'm not sure
I'm not sure if i smile or to cry any more
I'm not sure if i fly or to die
I'm not sure if i dream in my sleep
or i scream in my dreams
I'm not sure what to believe any more
I'm not sure what's right or wrong any more
I'm not sure who to love or to trust any more
I'm not sure what i want any more
But i'm sure there is a God who loves me.
I was suffering and confused after Kamran's death so this poem came to my mind, i never gave up on God even at those harsh moments.He was the one who walked me through my sorrow.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Looking for Kamran
I glanced at a white blossom on a rose bush, thinking it might be you
I glanced at the moon in the blue sky, thinking that might be you
The brightness of a star caught my eyes, thinking that might be you
A beautiful butterfly passed by me, thinking it might be you
I saw a free white bird flying over the blue see, thinking that might be you
I saw a beautifully piece of white cloud floating in the sky, thinking that might be you
I heard a singing voice from a singer bird, thinking it might be you
I searched every corner of the blue sky for you
I searched every tree with the blossom for you
I searched between the stars for you
But at the end i found you here in my heart.
For the memory of Kamran
Somebody somewhere
Love me true
I am so lonly
Love me tender
Somebody somewhere
Hold me true
I am so lonly
Hold me tight
Somebody somewhere
Come to my life
Make my heart move
Don't leave me
Somebody somewhere
Bring me peace
I am so lonly
I need it
Somebody somewhere
Somebody somewhere.
THis poem came to my mind shortly after Kamran was gone and i felt so distress and in desperate need of finding him.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

laugh and cry(in memory of Kamran)

I thought i never laugh again.
With all the pain i,ve been through.
I thought i never laugh again.
With my broken heart.
I thought i never laugh again.
With my broken wings.
I thought i be smashed to pieces.
After you were gone,my angel.
I thought i never smile again.
After you took my soul with you.
God lifted my spirit and gave me strength.
I think, i never cry again, never again.

To my wonderful father

Your face is full of grace.
Your hands is full of frienliness.
Your eyes is full of happiness.
Your heart is full of kindness.
Your thoughts is full of forgiveness.
Your smile is so precious.
Your wisdom is so priceless.
Your persuade is so courageous.
I look into you with all the brightness i see in you.